As usual, went to work at 1. Was late again cause need pei darling buy her heels, her old pair was thrown away by some irresponsible shop-owner. Kenneth and ber came to find me, they accompanied me for awhile. So sweeet of them la. <33
Saturday
A super temperamental day for me. Wasnt happy at all. Supposed to have fun working since the boss didnt really came up to check on us. But kept quarreling with bf over trivial matters. On and off, on and off. Really felt like crying, but i just beared with it.
After work, went over to bedok with dar to meet our bf there, then went seperate ways. Me and bf went my sis de bbq, everything was fine then. Stayed on till 10, then went bf's friend de bbq. Was really quite happy there at first, but later on something happened, then cold war with bf. Totally spoilt my mood.
I dont understand, how long must i bear with it? I'm sure such things would happen again, definitely. It's not the first time anyway. Why must make me feeel so terrible when i'm actually so cheery and happy from the start? Maybe it's my fault. Maybe i should change myself. Maybe i shouldnt joke around with you with my nonsense anymore, seriously i'm happy when i do such things with you. Maybe you dont feeel the same way as i do? I dont know, maybe that's what you want. Maybe that will stop us from having such stupid quarrels.
I'm too tired for work, mentally and physically... Sigh.
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